Lindsey (imafanson) wrote,

Coming to you from Shands Jax's facilty center

So, I'm at the hospital this morning, early early am, so that Jackie can have surgery on her toe to remove her twin. I'm guessing they find a tooth and a peice of hair. No, seriously, Jackie has to have surgery today on her toe nearist her big toe because it's huge and swollen and hurts and they think it's a fiberous malignent tumor, but nothing is showing up on x-ray so they're doing exploratory surgery. She was the first case today so we had to be here at 6:30am. I didn't sleep well last night so I was up at 2:30 watching SNL and Best Week Ever. I can't sleep lately due to my stupid foot pain. My feet don't hurt all day but when I lay down to go to bed, it hurts SO bad. A very mild pain killer (dr prescribed, not like ibuprofin) makes the pain go away, but I don't have insurance so I don't have access to pain relief and it really sucks.

But, the cool thing is I'm over my sadness. I realized that I'm just wallowing in something I have no control over, and I've always said that if you can't do anything about it, then don't worry about it. I tell my family and friends to do that all the time, and I just forgot to tell myself. So I'm doing really good. I still get a little sad when I think about the Cory thing, but I'm over being sad about Marc, it was a brief little heartbreak that was self inflicted, but I've gotten over it about as fast as I got into it. haha.

Anyway, I miss Orlando madly. I miss it I miss it I miss it! I cannot wait to be back in Orlando with it's flashy lights and beauty. Also, this laptop is da bomb. The only thing that sucks is that I'm connected though a guest connection with the hospital and it won't let me access mypsace or facebook. What a bummer. Oh, there's actually a way to access myspace, but I forget the link. Hmmm. Maybe I can find it on google.

Anyway, hope you all are having a good Monday. I can't wait to get home and drug myself with something so I can sleep for a few hours.
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